In my last blog I told you a bit about my past struggles with anxiety, depression, and the self-destruct mode when my medication was no longer working. To elaborate a little more about when I went off my medication, it was like everything became so clear, but at the same time the flood gates opened and I got washed over with 10+ years of pent up emotions. I didn't know who I was, where I had been, and while I didn't have amnesia, it certainly was confusing. Around the same time, I was dealing with trying to figure out if the person that married my husband was still me, whether the dream of having kids with this man was still my dream, and if I would have these feelings forever... Now, I know the answers to these questions (yes, yes, and no), but back then it was like I was a stranger in my own body. This was my awakening.
I was scrolling through Facebook one day and I happened upon "events that might interest you." I don't even know why I clicked it, but as I scrolled, I stopped on an event hosted by Kelly Ann Vass, In The Now. It was an Akashic Records class. I had no idea what that was, but the description sounded really amazing. I knew that I would be drawn to this again somehow, but I needed to investigate a little further. I noticed that she was trained by Kim Wuirch, who I then researched and found healing events, reiki classes, and books. I had this overwhelming urge to get in contact with this person. I was fighting it, but eventually (and very bluntly, I might add), I messaged her on Facebook asking for help. I didn't realize it at the time, but looking back I can definitely hear my spirit guides celebrating this moment.
From the moment Kim Wuirch responded to my plea for help, my healing journey had begun. I started reading her books (I highly recommend them, you can purchase them here) and I attended an online group healing called "Infinity Healing" hosted by Kim Wuirch and Ken Lewicki. The specific healing that took place in that session went way over my head, but what stuck with me was the clearing of soul contracts, deals and agreements. That very night, my husband (who was not sitting in on the healing) approached me to talk about our marriage - we separated.
The shifts that took place after the Infinity Healing continued to make waves in my life. I kept reading Kim's books and I scheduled an in-person healing session with Kim for later that month. I spent most nights before then meditating and trying to grasp onto anything that would help me deal with what I was going through. I asked, and the universe answered.
"I asked, and the universe answered."
I received an incredible amount of healing from my meditations. Some of them were focused on self-love, forgiveness and calm, where others were a bit more profound. I received divine guidance and healing, met some VIP's from my past lives, and even received some revelations on my purpose here on Earth. I argued with myself a few times that it was all in my imagination, but I knew it wasn't - I did not put them there. They came to see me, not the other way around.
I mentioned previously that I was having fertility issues. Fertility specialists told me that without expensive fertility treatments, I had 0% chance of having children. In one of my meditations, I was partially healed by the divine feminine, who was introduced to me at the time as Mother Mary. I remember it so clearly because when I entered my meditation, I usually visualize a green, open field. This time around, and to my surprise, the field was covered in violets and I felt a very feminine presence in the middle of the field. She took me in her arms and I could feel her healing me - it was one of the most beautiful things I have ever experienced. I asked her who she was and she told me, "Mary." She said that Kim would take care of the rest of my healing, and then left. I was in utter disbelief until I later discovered that violets are often associated with Mother Mary.
"She took me in her arms and I could feel her healing me - it was one of the most beautiful things I have ever experienced."
I drove three hours to Kim's house for a healing session. I could have done it online, but I had never done anything like this before and wanted the full in-person experience. I also requested a channeling session with Ken Lewicki while I was there so I could meet my spirit guides as I was struggling with that in my meditations. When I got there, I was relieved and excited. Meeting someone off the internet and going to their home for the first time could've been scary, but it wasn't at all. I was warmly welcomed and then my session began. Most of what happened in that session went over my head, much like the Infinity Healing, and it was mostly silent as well. I got really cold, like from the inside-out and I was visibly shaking - I couldn't stop! I knew there was a lot needing to be released. I mentioned my "Mary" meditation to Kim and asked her to finish what was started, and she did. Afterward, I had a really awesome channeling session with Ken where I met my spirit guides, and an angel (by accident). It sent me into what I thought was a panic attack, but it was just me recognizing and feeling the immense energy an angel has. I found out that they don't always realize that they need to 'dial down' their energy for humans and the first time meeting one can often be overwhelming. Angels aside, I was so happy to finally, officially, meet my guides. I ended up talking to my spirit guides the entire drive home. It was so clear, like the veil had been lifted. If I wasn't already a believer, I was now.
About a week before my healing session, my husband and I were thinking that we should try again. I finally felt like I was getting a handle on my depression, I was remembering who I was, and I realized just how important my spirituality was to me. We started dating and I laid some ground rules before committing to a relationship again. It was at this point where I decided I needed to start taking some classes to heal myself and make this life my life.
To be continued...
There is so much to talk about, I've decided to continue my story in the next post! You will find out what the universe had in store for me next - be sure to sign up for updates so you don't miss it!
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